Midsummer in Sweden.
Company: a rather new friend, my dearest closest younger one.
We against the horrors,
to the strangers,
becoming friends
- as the day turned into dawn.

Radiohead - Street Spirit

Radiohead - All I Need

Radiohead - Last Flowers

Hypo or just summer?
Easier to live

More or less happy days

Smiling in the sunny weather

Charming hair in the wind

Hypo happy or a new beginning?

Last days of newly found happiness?

- written in the end of May 2012

Meds taken, drink drunken and sleep forgotten.
Longing for lullabies and most of all closeness.
Might need more, might give even more -
but to whom?
Some things given, some things forgotten,
but not to forget -
every ending is the beginning of a new beginning.

A week ago, I didn't know you existed,
- yesterday, I realized you really do.
During the last 6 days and evenings, I haven't managed to scare you away,
- yesterday, I realized why.
Today I woke up with a lot of thoughts and expectations,
- yesterday, I realized it could be true.
Tomorrow evening, it will be a week ago,
- yesterday, I realized it felt like ages.

I'd like to know you forever, if you let me...

/A close friend or more?

"is that alright with you?"